Hello, Passion and battles:
I pledge to be the best mother too, my wonderful children. For my girls, be a leading example and I will challenge myself always to show you a strong woman. I will Show you how to find your own happiness and the best man that will ever love you is Jesus. To my August, you help my healing process. You allowed me to tap into a side of myself I\’ve never knew existed. You exposed more love and strength I never knew I had. I am more prepared for your sister because of you. Thank you baby girl for the love and lessons you given me.
To Zechariah and Judah, you showed me hope and grace that I can be a better Mom. You guys showed me unconditional patience and showered me with love through my failures. You showed courage through changes and gave me the strength to move forward. August and Ailani have the best loving brothers in the world, they are so blessed to have you both.
To my husband, thank you for loving me unconditionally when I am difficult to love. Thank you for needing and wanting this family more than me at times. Thank you for not looking at your past but to your future and living out what you know your potential could be. Don\’t give up, it all will come to pass. I am a better woman than when you found me. Thank you for believing in me.
To myself, I can\’t believe your about to have another child another blessing that God chose for you to take care of. I challenge you to keep fighting and never to give up on yourself. You remember to keep God first no matter how much you might think you know or how hard it gets. Keep pushing down those barriers. Always stay original and authentic. Most importantly live, be fearless, take chances, and be your best.
\”Many daughters have done virtuously, but thou excellest them all. (Proverbs 31:29 KJV).\”
Now take a breath, say your prayers, trust God and welcome this new bundle of joy to this world but she will not be of it.
Funny confessions:
1. When your pregnant and pass gas it\’s like one of the best feelings at that time ???
2. I am thinking more about getting my menstrual cycle than having the baby next week …omg yeah I said it ???
3. I can\’t wait to sleep on my stomach when I am healed enough to do so, my